Vorlon Whispers

11/14 Final Update

I made it into the office today and actually got some work done – billable hours. I felt pretty tired all day and am looking forward to hitting the sack tonight. I felt like my brain is not yet back to warp speed.

I scared myself when I stepped on the scale this morning. I’ve dropped a pound or two. I’m even starting to feel skinning even to myself. I’m starting to worry less about organic or vegetarian diet and look more towards putting on calories. I understand my problem is that between the cancer and the chemo, my basal metabolism has risen and I burn more calories just sitting still.

Most of my pain is gone, but the numbness is returning in my feet and fingers. Actually it never left my feet, but it did ease up a bit. Now it’s back. Walking is uneasy. I still plan to jog/walk tomorrow morning. I’ll see how I do.

I'm working on a new mantra, "Every day in every way, I'm getting better and better." How's that?

Posted by The Vorlon at November 14, 2005 8:04 PM