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I am beat tonight. I was fine until I got in the car and headed for home realizing that I would be going home to a house without my Teddy Bear. A dark gloom fell over me and I haven’t been able to shake it. I picked up my Danny Boy and he did real well at Erica’s. I walked him and fed him. I ate some veggies and now I am ready for bed.
I’ll tell you more about my trip and post some photos tomorrow.
News from the Vorlon Wife
Hi Karol,
Glad you're safely back home. Again, I can only imagine your heartache of going home without your "Teddy Bear". And, I'm so sorry your heart aches so.
It sounds like you had a nice get-away and I think it was probably good for you - and I'm also glad your brother could be there. But, your mind probably cannot help but imagine what the weekend would have been like if Ted had been with you. You enjoyed so many adventures together and getting used to trips without him must be so very painful. Actually, trips and a million other things that you've had to adjust to without him. Grief is just awful awful awful!! We must go through it. There is absolutely no easy way to get through it I guess. One day at a time dear lady.
I'm sure glad Danny did okay with Erica and all his pals. I'm sure he missed you, but, it was a little get-away for him too. But, it's always nice to get back home too. He's really such a sweet little guy and so adorable.
I'll bet you are pretty tired. Try getting to bed a little earlier for a few nights. Easier said than done, but try.
I'm always saying lots of prayers for you Karol and always wishing you better days. You do marvelously well - but, I understand you do many things with great pain in your heart Karol. Bless you heart and may tomorrow be a good day.
Fondly, Ruth